Ello...

Hai hai....haha im hella exhausted right now and putting off doing laundry (my work apron smells like cheese, need to wash that) You're disgusting hey now, you have to deal with it anyways haha *rolls eyes* So yeah, procrastinating like always *rolls eyes* Now i watch Family Guy, which is keeping me entertained for the meantime. The reason i also don't do laundry is because my sister has the detergent in her trunk =__=. FAIL.

Ugh i don't know why im tiiired i can't understand IIIIT! maybe its cause im lacking in vitamins hahahahahaha I should buy some of the gummy ones. Maybe then i'll be able to not feel lethargic hahahaha

So yeah, until next update which hopefully will have some pictures

BYE BYE

Wow, where does the time go?

Where does it go? I feel like it was just January. Ha, i guess i just don't realize it. Lately ive been thinking Wow, you think? STFU inner, no one asked you.  hey just saying. Its cause of you i have problems mostly. How is this my fault? Well lately ive been thinking, and while i can be a good friend i feel like i can be destructive at times. What? why would you say that? Seriously? I've tested every single relationship ive had because im so afraid of getting hurt. So instead i hurt first. I push and push and push until well...until whoever can tolerate my insane moods or either leave. You realize that its ok to a point...i mean i don't like bonds, well super close ones. I don't like them either *sigh* we're fucked aren't we? Self defense mechanism stupid. We're going to disappear one day you know. Go see the world...maybe live in taiwan hahahaha sounds awesome ne? Eh i guess...

So yes, i destroy most of my relationships. Im learning to fix it through communication. Still is a little hard for me to do but i think that if there are relationships worth working for then do everything you can to be a better person.

Yes, yes....better person i must be so i can feel fulfilled.  

Ughhhhhhh

Hai all...what cha been up to? Me? well nothing much, just working, studying and well sleeping. I <3 sleep, it's awesome hahaha.

Anyways, I did end up going to Fanime, and while i did see some people i wanted to see my shy nature took over =_= again.  I need to find a way to get over this, i mean im fine with meeting new people but  for some reason i can easily clam up and *laughs* i run away ahahahahahahaha

I do have some art updates but again, i has no pics. Fail for me!  Oh oh, and since we were discussing Fanime, i told Ane i was going and she thought i would dress up! as if my shyness wasn't already a problem, me dressing up would make me run away and hide in a closet for the entire con. ^_^'  oh well. maybe someday i'll be able to make and wear an outfit hahahaha

So yes, i have gotten some acrylics and new brushes and i think i'll start to paint again. I have a big drawing pad which im going to try to use for my conceptual designs for boards and skatedecks! (i still need money =_=)

but yeah, little update. Maybe when we get a camera and when i has more money i will start on them...maybe.

so that's all for now. more later.

Gotta hit that bitch..OH GO!

Go Stupid, Go dumb!

Bay area hip hop makes me happy...and as if i needed more to make me even weirder, but who cares right? Hate on me haters, cause now or later, im gonna do me!

That song is awesome, Jill Scott rendition and GLEE make it happen!

Let's see, what have i for you? Been working on some plushie concepts, which still haven't been completed =_=...so typical of me right? But i can gives you pics i guess, just not now, i need to finish some of them first. I can tell you that one is a gourd, the other a ramen bowl (or two) and a tomato.

Yuri-nee-sama is also getting her wardrobe so she isn't getting dragged along naked to my crazy excursions! (I know she woildn't appreciate it OF COURSE SHE WOULDN'T YOU IDIOT! No one asked for your input so stay out of it! or else you're gonna be the one getting carried around w/o clothes....>___<)

Anyways, yes, she is getting wardrobe, as is my other doll so that way i can take pics of them EVERYWHERE around the city! I might even bring them to Fanime....if i don't forget and if i finish...oh woe is me! I need more discipline for this! i'd fail as a cosplayer i have decided because well, i take forever to finish things and i know that if i were to do it i'd be sewing and gluing last minute =_= For now, Christel and I shall stick to making things like plushies and seeing if we can sell these at any point...(we're still trying to make original patterns, or pattern inspired things, cause we know how people are about copyrighting and trust me i understand it ^_^)

Well that's all i have to say for now! I'll hopefully be back by the end of the week if not before to show the progress of my work!

P.S. btw the skateboard concepts are still being assembled....i get so many creative ideas and i only have 2 hands...and little funds so it shall be pushed back a bit, because i has felt and felt is inexpensive ^_^

"Stop Calling Stop Calling, i don't wanna talk anymore..."

EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH....

Oh Lady Gaga , you're so awesome, if only i had the monies to go see you i so would.  I seem to only be able to afford my daddy Snoopy D-O double, G.

So kiddies, what's new?
-You're a moron...actually expecting someone to answer you are you?
-You're more of a moron than me cause you said "you" twice...
-Shut Up please, your incessant chattering is giving me a migraine, or rather your incessant thinking about stupid things is giving me a migraine.
-That was a long sentence dude.
-Shut up.

Anyways, cotinuing along...I has art neeews!  I finally started my "Skateboard deck" concepts.  We shall begin w/ the Naruto and Co. set.  So far i has started Sasuke and Sakura.  Don't ask why those two first, just happened.  Then again I can draw Sasuke fairly well nao and well, for sakura i just did her borders for the design, haven't actually started on her. =_=
I did try drawing Naruto and that was a FAIL just like when i tried drawing Kakashi. Maybe it's cause i don't draw them as often so im not used to how they're supposed to be.....hahaha. They always come out looking hella weird, like their faces never match the original drawing. SUUUUCKS!

I shall start practicing more.  YAY!

I be sad, because my fav show on TV has finished its 1st season and now i gotta wait for them to bring the second season. But they haven't even started shooting or rather recording the voices for it yet.....sad sad day. well at least there are re runs of the episodes hahaha. hoooray for metaphors and "crack whore red" nail polish!

-God you're so simple to please.
-Shut up inner, just go to sleep, i KNOW you're tired.
-Yeah, well i would but you always manage to keep me up thinking about ridiculous things and then i start talking to you and giving you advice and......
-Ok yes, i get it, i'll try and exhaust myself and then that way we both pass out from exhaustion....happy?
-Yes.
-Can i get a "thank you" at least?
-No, why should I?
-Fuck you.
-ha, now who's being hostile?
- T_T

Pics of my work coming soooooon!

Hooray for Pi(e) day!

haha 3.14 is Pi day, as in the mathematical symbol thing. It is also to the otaku and japanese known as "White Day". White day would be the equivalent of Valentine's day with the exception that the people who recieved valentines must give back to the person who gave it to them on White day.

Yuriko-Ane....where is my White Day card?  I gave you one for Valentine's...make me a white day card!

Oh well probably NOT gonna get one but its fine all the same. I don't celebrate something that has been made to sell and provoke people into spending money on useless cards and gifts. USELESS I TELLS YOU!

Anyway, moving forward....it's been hella days since i posted anything. Actually my last post was when i went to vegas for valentines, so in a sense im back a month later ahahahahaha! Yay for parallels and symmetry.

I also decided i hate my Design Fundamental class projects. I just hate to do group work, especially when im paired with people who are clearly not THAT into the class. Laggers i swear. It's one thing entirely for me to procrastinate but at the end of the day i get my shit done. So they better step it up man, we're halfway through.  I was so ready to kill a bitch though, if it wasn't for that diazepam i found then i probably would have shaken the shit outta her.

Me no have any pics for right now....though my new hair is awesome so it lets me play with different styles. I could look like a boy or a girl! hahahahahah Yuri-ane is not one bit pleased but she can't do anything because she is like 10 million miles away from lil ol' me!

And yes it will grow back we all know this.

You just wanted to look more like me

You are delusional boy

Mhm, you are the delusional one, not I. You don't see me talking to a voice in my head.

Shut up, you make me homicidal.

And you make me act like an idiot.

I hate you
Likewise

It's the Irresponsible One Who's Scary When Pissed

Don't call it a comeback!

Oh Jay-Z you so silly, stop retiring so much....you make it lose it's meaning.

Back again.....after hella times.....didn't finish posting bout my exile but nothing exciting happened back home. NOTHING

Anyways, went to Vegas cause my friend wanted to visit her mother who lives out there so we just drove 9 hours there and 9 back.....fun times people.

Inner had fun watching all the skanky girls dance on poles

I so did NOT enjoy that!

You sooooo did..

Did not!

Did tooooo....
Whatever

So, while Inner enjoyed the views *dancing hoes* i just enjoyed the trip....good vacation i would say

Oh and i was sooooo excited cause i found a Dunkin Donuts and i haven't had one since i lived in Jersey, which was like 10 or so years ago
-More than that stupid, i didn't exist yet
-Fine it was more than that

 SO AWESOME!!!! MMMMM munchkins.....

FATASS!

 

Oh look Autobots are about...hahaha