A year older and none the wiser

So yeah, my bday was on wed *shudder*. Why am i so adverse to it? i dunno, somewhere along the lines i kinda lost the will to celebrate my b day(that and now i'm actually an adult i have no excuse for fucking up anymore : ( sad ain't it?) The mother bought me a cake and is like pushing me to invite "supposed" friends to my house to celebrate. i mean i have about 4 or 5 friends that i would really like to see( i saw two of them yesterday) and some more today or along the week, but is all the invite your friends to eat cake and sing to you really necessary? ugh! well, in short the birthday was spent indoors and just like 4 people came to see me (yay! an accomplishment really, i expected like 15).

The next few days after my bday were just spent inside, contemplating my life and just doing mostly nothing. The mother got angry at me (wow, just 3 days in and she already blew up! it's ok though she already apologized), i got to see my other friend that i was wanting to see and i finally got to read my new Naruto chapter (I will not discuss my thoughts on said chapter only because thinking bout it makes me sad and mad at the same time *sigh* is that possible? i really must be a dork).

Oh, yeah...one other thing...Why the hell doesn't VEOH TV work here in El Salvador? Like WTF? It was working fine all the other days and then suddenly outta nowhere it told me that it was no longer available in my country....fucking bastards! That was where i got my daily dosage of anime man...made me mad and then sad and then i tried to find a way around it but that was just too troublesome for me to do...oh well.

so enough about me being a dork, I'm leaving to Nicaragua for a couple days and yes, i still have not taken any pictures of home BUT do not fear....I will at least take some pics of nicaragua and well, whatever there is to do over there...

So yeah, so much for self imposed exile....shouldn't i be on some island, alone and contemplating why i got left there while asking myself the entire time: "Some rum would be good right about now". Alas, this is not the case, instead i'm like going everywhere at once...and again with NO rum.

*sigh*

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